But I Still Try

09^th Oct, 2019

You screwed me over again
Made an explosion in my brain
I wonder how I stayed sane
With all the scorn and disdain
My insides hurt, my heart breaking
My very soul sternly aching
My fragile hope shaking, quaking
Because of your blatant forsaking

But I still try
Night after night I cry
Hurt by another lie
Wondering how to say goodbye

But you’re the other half of me
And I should be a part of you
Not just a speck of debris
But after all, you have no clue
And then, again, you hurt me
As if you can’t really see
Your actions, so beastly
And you don’t even hear my plea

That I still try
Night after night I cry
Hurt by another lie
Maybe I should say goodbye

With my voice so gruff
I ask why you are rough
Tired of your stuff
Is it just a bluff?
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!

Why do I still try,
When all you do is lie?
I can’t seem to say goodbye.
You were supposed to be my Safe Haven, my favourite guy…